its been a damn tiring week.... full of duties... had duty on tues and thurs.... and then i had guard duty yesterday.... screw it.... got back home only this morning.... but never mind, i shall bear with it a while longer.... till the new specs come in that is... haha... then it shall be their turn.... heh... i'm evil... was told that i'll be doing a platoon sergeant job next batch... cause my ps is leaving in the middle of this coming batch.. die... i know nothing bout a ps job... in fact, i'm not even sure of a section commander job.... cock up man.... my first and current batch are passing out this coming tues.... then there'll be a 2 days break on wed and thurs followed by the arrival of the new batch of recruits.... which means another 2 weeks confinement for me... sigh....

looking back on the current batch of recruits, i have to say that its been a wild rollercoaster ride.... i've learnt how to handle different types people.... and i've honestly seen a change in most of them compared to their first day in camp... i juz hope i've made a difference in their lives, no matter how small... they always say, your first batch is always special... yea, i agree... i've had a really special journey with them... damn, can't believe i'm feeling sad that they're leaving... oh wells, i wish them all the best for the next phase of their ns life..

had a call from tiffany on fri... its been awhile since i've seen or heard from that gal... haha... her voice is still as cute as ever... lol... we talked bout meeting up but it seems impossible with her schedule and mine.... she's now working at singtel.... cool... haha... don worry sweetie pie, we'll find a date =)


I'll Take The Tears - A1

Don't speak, seal your lips,
please don't say a word
maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard
I see that you're in love, I know it's not with me
but I don't want the truth to haunt my memory

It's never too late to relight the fire
it never stopped burning for me
the flame, it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years and I'll take the tears

I sit and reminisce, of times that we once shared
you gave me more than love
but never thought I cared
my feelings were all for you
althogh it didn't show
I only told you the day you let me go

It's never too late to relight the fire
it never stopped burning for me
The flame, it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell you, I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
what can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years
and I'll take the tears

Now I realise that you're not mine
but I'm hoping the pain will ease in time
although you're leaving, I won't say goodbye
because I know you're here with me inside

How is it now that I can tell you i love you
how is it only now that it's too late
What can I do the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years
and I 'll take the tears


Riz lost himself at 6/04/2006 08:23:00 pm

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